[ It's too close. Because from his perspective it's only days since he killed Snoke to tear himself out of his grasp. Because before he was Snoke's weapon, he was Luke's. Because he'd never really tried being anything else until coming here, and his tentative efforts are more along the lines of pushing the limits of what it means to be a weapon than stepping outside of them.
He's never been unfeeling. Far from it. But he's never felt like he has control over his actions, and now that there is no-one he can identify as holding that power over him... what does that mean? He doesn't know.
It's foreign and uncomfortable. It takes him a long time to come up with a reply. ]
I don't think anyone could accuse me of being unfeeling.
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Because from his perspective it's only days since he killed Snoke to tear himself out of his grasp.
Because before he was Snoke's weapon, he was Luke's.
Because he'd never really tried being anything else until coming here, and his tentative efforts are more along the lines of pushing the limits of what it means to be a weapon than stepping outside of them.
He's never been unfeeling. Far from it.
But he's never felt like he has control over his actions, and now that there is no-one he can identify as holding that power over him... what does that mean? He doesn't know.
It's foreign and uncomfortable.
It takes him a long time to come up with a reply. ]
I don't think anyone could accuse me of being unfeeling.