[ Does he feel alone? The word doesn't fit, not quite. He is, of course. But that wouldn't change if Eli were here. Whatever it is that burns in the core of him belongs there. No-one else can touch it. And he can't remember, any more, if that's because it isn't possible, or if it's because he won't allow it. The two became the same too long ago. ]
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He is, of course. But that wouldn't change if Eli were here. Whatever it is that burns in the core of him belongs there. No-one else can touch it.
And he can't remember, any more, if that's because it isn't possible, or if it's because he won't allow it. The two became the same too long ago. ]
You can't help me, Eli.