this might sound weird, but that doesn't sound too different from the way i was trained
i didn't know what the force was for most of my life. and i definitely didn't know anything about jedi or sith. but i realized sometimes people would believe my lies over another person's truth. or i could make a jump someone else couldn't. or i'd always know when to duck to avoid blaster fire
i didn't think anything of it until i met kanan, and he helped me make sense of it. not because he was a jedi, but because he was kanan. he wasn't even knighted when we first started our training. and there's no way any real jedi order would let us in.
maul didn't train me like a sith either. he hated them you know. he just showed me a different way to use the force
the reason i don't use the dark side anymore isn't because i'm a jedi, kylo. it's a decision i made on my own.
sorry i'll shut up but i guess what i mean is, i've always wondered more about if i had been trained as an actual jedi in an actual order with an actual temple
i'm pretty sure i would've fallen whether to the light or the dark is hard to say but i know i wouldn't be myself
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i didn't know what the force was for most of my life. and i definitely didn't know anything about jedi or sith. but i realized sometimes people would believe my lies over another person's truth. or i could make a jump someone else couldn't. or i'd always know when to duck to avoid blaster fire
i didn't think anything of it until i met kanan, and he helped me make sense of it. not because he was a jedi, but because he was kanan. he wasn't even knighted when we first started our training. and there's no way any real jedi order would let us in.
maul didn't train me like a sith either. he hated them you know. he just showed me a different way to use the force
the reason i don't use the dark side anymore isn't because i'm a jedi, kylo. it's a decision i made on my own.
sorry i'll shut up but i guess what i mean is, i've always wondered more about if i had been trained as an actual jedi in an actual order with an actual temple
i'm pretty sure i would've fallen
whether to the light or the dark is hard to say
but i know i wouldn't be myself