Did they ever explain why? Not that an explanation would make anything better. But can you understand what they did?
I always wondered if I'd be capable of forgiving. It wouldn't change the hurt, you're right, nothing will, but sometimes I'm so fucking sick of grieving for the past without understanding what happened. I'm not sure if I can stop mourning without at least some kind of explanation. Feeling this much anger and grief for something in the past, that I can't change or do anything about, makes me feel even more powerless than before.
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I always wondered if I'd be capable of forgiving. It wouldn't change the hurt, you're right, nothing will, but sometimes I'm so fucking sick of grieving for the past without understanding what happened. I'm not sure if I can stop mourning without at least some kind of explanation. Feeling this much anger and grief for something in the past, that I can't change or do anything about, makes me feel even more powerless than before.