This is it, Ronan's sure. Kylo can't squeeze the very last use out of him. What's left for him here, if Ronan can't serve the only purpose he was meant for?
He's been in this position before, with Adam, and he'd wondered back then why he couldn't be like his mother. She had lived for no one but Niall Lynch, with indefatigable patience and perfect love, and she inspired it in return. No matter how far he went or how long he was gone, Ronan's father had returned to her with an adoration that never seemed to fade. Niall had never uttered a word of disapproval about his wife, let alone punished her.
What would she have done, if he had?
Ronan's shivering awfully, enough that it's difficult to weave his fingers between Kylo's. He does it anyway, and squeezes so that Kylo doesn't let go.
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He's been in this position before, with Adam, and he'd wondered back then why he couldn't be like his mother. She had lived for no one but Niall Lynch, with indefatigable patience and perfect love, and she inspired it in return. No matter how far he went or how long he was gone, Ronan's father had returned to her with an adoration that never seemed to fade. Niall had never uttered a word of disapproval about his wife, let alone punished her.
What would she have done, if he had?
Ronan's shivering awfully, enough that it's difficult to weave his fingers between Kylo's. He does it anyway, and squeezes so that Kylo doesn't let go.