arithmethodical: (May1)
Jessika Pava ([personal profile] arithmethodical) wrote in [personal profile] photophobic 2019-11-10 12:57 am (UTC)

But

So I just figure it out? Is that what you're saying? Plug my mental ears?


[ She knows it's not what he's saying, not exactly. But she'd hoped. She'd hoped this was something she could control, something she could use. Something she could channel to help people, if she even lived long enough to do it.

She picks up the bolt again, this time walking it between her fingers. Why couldn't this be simple?

She misses flying. She misses the calculations necessary to make things go well, she misses the control she had over her own ship. She feels held hostage by all of this. Everything that's happening, not just her struggles with the Force.

She hates being powerless. Hates when things are outside of her control. Hates it.

She just wants to--

Fly. Flying. ]


It's like a dogfight. You're aware of everything, but you see what's in front of you.

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