[Considering the intimacy of some of their previous conversations, and everything Haru already knows of him and the intensity of his connection to Ronan? Kylo isn't too concerned about her intruding on his privacy. In an odd way, he feels... pleased. For the opportunity to talk about it.]
It sounds like a question you have a purpose for asking.
But to answer it. I always knew how being around him made me feel. Angry, often. Confused. Exhilarated. I would see he had responded to something I wrote on the Network and be unreasonably elated. It was a kind of power he had over me I couldn't control. I hated it. I hated how I wanted more of it. How much I wanted more.
I didn't think it was possible, that he could ever want to give it to me. It's no secret, is it. As you heard, when the Narrator taunted me. I am not easy to love.
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It sounds like a question you have a purpose for asking.
But to answer it. I always knew how being around him made me feel. Angry, often. Confused. Exhilarated. I would see he had responded to something I wrote on the Network and be unreasonably elated. It was a kind of power he had over me I couldn't control. I hated it. I hated how I wanted more of it. How much I wanted more.
I didn't think it was possible, that he could ever want to give it to me. It's no secret, is it. As you heard, when the Narrator taunted me. I am not easy to love.