[ He looks down at their hands and lets his eyes close. ]
I am unacceptable. And not even because of what I have done. She wants me to be Ben Solo, a boy she never even met. A child she-- my mother. Sent away.
I have done... terrible things. Things that cannot be undone. But I am capable of... more. I can be kind. I can be gentle, and... loving. Those things belong to me just as much as anything else. I won't--
[ I won't give them to Ben Solo, he wants to snarl. ]
I won't let her say that there is nothing good in me.
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[ He looks down at their hands and lets his eyes close. ]
I am unacceptable. And not even because of what I have done. She wants me to be Ben Solo, a boy she never even met. A child she-- my mother. Sent away.
I have done... terrible things. Things that cannot be undone. But I am capable of... more. I can be kind. I can be gentle, and... loving. Those things belong to me just as much as anything else. I won't--
[ I won't give them to Ben Solo, he wants to snarl. ]
I won't let her say that there is nothing good in me.