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[photophobic]

You should know where to find me.
But if you leave a message here, I will see it.

Comments

while you were gone;

[pillz]

murph says ure gone so i hav 2 check if u r really gone
dont get mad its important

mildly nsfw;

[pillz]

i made a mutant dildo modeled after ur penis & ronans penis like
metric averages
mean anlge of trajectory
w a suction cup base
& the words 'their only true child' etched in the silicon
max firmness


what do u think abt that kylo ren

also mildly nsfw;

[pillz]

im gonna wear ur face in ronans dreams & make him suck on my lightsaber handle

[pillz]

poetry is stupid
& so is teh color black
ure bad at chopping wood

mildly nsfw again; (cw butts)

[pillz]

& letting lynch top u probably made ur butthoel too big so you sat on your phone by accident & disappeared it way up wehre itll never see the light of day no more
& thats why you aint answering
the real tragedy for the makers fo import telcommnicaton devices
& everybody whod pay thousands to buy that device off ebay
rectal improvements & all

1 day later;

[pillz]

well, shit

guess u really is gone

+18 minutes;

[pillz]

well look
hopefully you just eatin ass back home for another couple hrs
but it sounds like ya boy fucked off somewhere & now murphy's over @ the mutant house
so jus in case im gonna come thru & check on your xmas gift i gave u
i figure lynch needs 2 much babysitting 2 babysit it

[pillz]

so if u come back and it gone dont be weird i aint eat it and nobody else did either
though im prety sure itd make a omelette wit a dope aftertaste

+10 minutes;

[pillz]

& im also gonna lick ur lightsaber

cw vd

[pillz]

dont get space herpes

bye

text, once Kylo's looked at his phone following his reappearance

[photophobic]

How many people does "don't get mad" work on. Out of curiosity.

[a lengthy pause later]

[pillz]

99% sucess rate

[photophobic]

Did you find her. I had her wrapped in a scarf on my desk. In my study.

[Yes, her. He's certain of it, ok?]

[pillz]

yeah
& i didnt read ur diary
cuz im a good friend.

welcom back

[photophobic]

It's a notebook, not a diary.
But thank you.

You are.

[pillz]

[well now kavinsky definitely has to go hunt down and read kylo ren's notebook, not diary, at some juncture that is a little less cosmically dire.]

gross ;(

apollo wants 2 go back again u know
im game

[i have an interdimensional dopelganger to highlander.]

[photophobic]

To the City?
Why. Was anyone left behind there?

[pillz]

u mean




besudes u?

[photophobic]

[Kylo's really not so sure if that's what happened, exactly, but...]

What happened to everyone else. Apart from me. I have memories that aren't mine. That don't fit. And more from where I was born. My original life before this one.

[pillz]

[hmm. clearly, whatever kylo ren and ronan lynch did after they came back, it did not involve a lot of: talking.]

yeah a lot of people got memories or dreams or whatever from the city.
i think uncle susnhine is worried about em. the resistance
other people been waxin melancohlic on the network
but i guess u went home too, yeah?

[photophobic]

This is the life I want to protect. The existence that matters to me.
Staying here. If we haven't lost anyone to the City, going there is foolishness.

[pillz]

[kavinsky shouldn't say anything. he should leave it at that.]

maybe.

[kylo might not be wrong.]

but i tihnk as long as theres a > there 2 go back to, theres a risk we'd b pulled again

[photophobic]

I see.

When the Fates invited us to doom either our own reality or some unknown other, or accept the alternative of a continuous state of "instability" for ourselves. Which did you choose.

Out of curiosity.

[pillz]

why

what did u pick

[photophobic]

Because I want to know what you want, Joseph.

You already know what I chose. I'm not afraid to pay whatever price to preserve what matters to me.